We had a great weekend. We laughed, played, hung out with family, took care of errands and chores around the house. And I didn't cry once all weekend. The only stab I felt was when, while we were at IKEA shopping for a desk for Nick, Jason mentioned that we might need a different desk in a few years when Nick is a little older. I froze because I realize I still was not picturing Jason being around. At this point, I have no reason to believe he won't be.
Went to church with my mom. She and I both believe in something, the idea of God, but not in the Christian explanation for things. I can't get behind it - I've tried many times. I really wish I could believe, it would be so much easier. For now, we are going to the Unity church down the street for me. I think that the beliefs upon which the Unity church bases its faith are something I can get behind. I hope so. I need to expand my circle.
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